Thursday, September 10, 2009



Mount Shasta Power Day gathering and castings were amazing! I have not hardly slept but I'm so excited and energized I really don't want to!

I have many energetic charms and vessels that we either spelled or linked to spirit energies and want to get them photographed so I can share some of them. I have some pieces I want to offer to my customers as well as some I am going to give as gifts to my next few buyers on eBay or privately.

One thing I have that I am very excited about are Power Amplification vessels. These have been imbued with the power of the Sacred Mountain as well as the Power Day of 09/09/09. They are charged to amplify your own magic work, stimulate and heighten your psychic powers and to 'amplify' the energy of your own energetic vessels and magickals.

I have vessels with several ancient spirits that came forth and are now linked to vessels. These are Spirit Guides of the highest order! Ancient beings of Atlantis and Lemuria!

I am adding a few pictures that I just took of several of these fabulous items above and below. The crystal wand pendant has a multitude of Spirits and Devas present. You can see traces of these energetic entities as they move within the crystal.

Since Mount Shasta holds such Sacred Power for many of the Native American tribes I decided to bring a few pieces of genuine tribal Southwestern jewelry I just received at my antiques business. I usually sell these pieces as just the nice jewelry it is but decided that this was the chance to empower and energize a few pieces and possibly even add spiritual linkages. I personally am very fond of Turquoise and tribal jewelry, I have a big personal collection, so it was natural to bring some along to wear. So I brought some with me both to wear and cast. I now have pieces that have been spelled for various things as well as a couple of pieces now linked with some very interesting Native spirits including a very wise Tribal Shaman Medicine man. I will share those pieces later but some are in the picture below that I took earlier this week in preparation for listing some pieces as regular Tribal pieces. This was BEFORE I decided to take them to the Gathering on Mount Shasta.

The necklace below I was wearing at one point in this 2 day gathering and a spirit came forth requesting to be linked. This spirit is a High Priestess of ancient Atlantis who is destined to be a Spirit Guide for someone who is a worker of Light and has a strong interest in Crystals and their energies. She is a Master of the science of Crystal use that was a highly evolved and important part of Atlantean culture and knowledge. I'm not really pleased as this was my personal piece that I am very fond of, but the Spirit preferred it as a vessel, so the choice was made for me!

I will be posting much more about this fabulous and very inspiring 2 days very soon but now I need to pack and ship some items to my waiting customers! I will be listing several of the Mount Shasta pieces very soon on eBay!

Friday, September 4, 2009

All is Well! Account Issues Are Resolved! BIG HINT! Common passwords are BAD!!!!

NOTE-UPDATE! Sept.8---More account issues! Someone keeps trying to change my passwords and all my auctions disappeared again--I keep getting notes from eBay about unauthorized people accessing my account! All auctions are re-listed for the third time this week!

All listings are back up and running!

Anyone getting emails from KNOW they are NOT from me! Someone signed up for this email and I have reports they are emailing people pretending to be me and insulting other Metaphysical sellers on eBay!

The blog address is still experiencing issues with the address. If you type in without the http:// in front you get a Bible End of Days website. Google/Blogspot has been notified and is addressing the issue. Not sure how long that will take.
My listings in my account have all been found except for one that TOTALLY has disappeared. All the multiple sold items from that listing have been erased also. So if you bought a 65 dollar custom vamp ring and I have not confirmed shipping or you had not paid-contact me via eBay.

Big hint! Don't click on email links! Duh! I should have known that!
DON'T use common passwords! Ebay is now requiring a combo of numbers and letters both. My old passwords did not have numbers and were fairly easily guessable words. Dumb me!

Thanks for all the emails and support!

Thursday, September 3, 2009


I got an email about an hour ago that someone was attempting to change my password and checked my account-forwarded the email as requested to ebay. Did not want to click on anything else as the link asked me to sign in. Then worked on a listing for a few minutes in Sellersourcebook-went to transfer to eBay and NO ACCOUNT!

I am working with eBay as I write this to get back up and running. So all you out there with un-shipped purchases or with bids-all is OK and I will be in touch by email.
Will update ASAP.

Some of you may have noticed my blog address was re-directing to a Bible end of days website! try and see what you get below! Weird!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

A REAL LIFE YING YANG! A lesson for us ALL!

I know! Too CUTE!!!! Sorry but just had to post these!

The little trouble making pair knocked a basket off of a shelf and made it a bed. First one, then the other. They tusseled over it and then both settled down, made PEACE and shared. It was big enough for both!

A lesson for us ALL I believe!

Cache the orange baby was about 4 days old when I got him-his companion little girl Mau-Mau was about a week and a half. Both are big bottle fed babies but Cache is a the REAL BABY! He must be on me or near me at all times. I call him my 'necklace cat' because he wants to curl around my neck so he can suck on my ear lobe. We have serious disagreements at night because he does NOT take no for an answer! Maybe I should have named him Dracula since his sharp little fangs are drawing blood!


Thursday, August 20, 2009

Paranoia Reigns: The Gloves Are Off~The Claws Are Out~The REAL Person Behind the Last Few Months 'Meta-War'

Well the gloves are off and the claws are out! My gloves - her claws! 'M' has finally said my name publicly and emerged into the light with her blog posts accusing me of "stalking" her. She hates the fact that I see her for what she is, a negative, attention seeking, egotistical narcissist whose little rants need to be dismissed with disdain. She seems to be obsessed with ME and what she thinks is her mission to eliminate me and others from eBay.(see emails below that were sent me by another seller who 'M' involved in her attacks on other sellers-'M' the Ghost' who has now been shown to be the person behind the horrible Metafrauds blog that attacked many sellers- for more info 'google' this site done by a non-eBay person for some eye opening facts~Mandrakeghost Exposed blog.

See the emails below she sent to this other seller to cause problems. This seller posted some really nasty things about me on their website,(why, I did not know-I was puzzled because the only limited contact I had EVER had with this seller was friendly) but after talking we both realized WHO the real problem was. This just happened at the beginning of this month, August.

Yes I looked at 'M''s new blog. A friend emailed and told me about that and her eBay ID change too. The blog only had one post so I did check back a few times to see if anything new was posted. Many of those clicks that registered were the result of my visiting websites links that were posted on the blog, as well as the result of the window being left open on my browser for several days and every once in a while refreshed as I was working online. I did NOT visit her pathetic blog "over a hundred times" separately as she trumpets to the world.

OOH! STALKER! STALKER 'M' YELLS!!! LOL!!!! I DID keep an eye on it as just this week someone, Hmmm... I wonder who??? has been posting false reports on Consumer sites about my "fake spell bottles". 'M' the true ghost' has written an eBay guide about 'fake' spell bottle sellers just this last week or so and has posted on ALL her auctions about copyists(she believes that feathers, wax, and charms on the bottles are her own "trademark" invention-someone REALLY needs to tell ALL the New Orleans Voodoo practitioners that they are copying her!!!! LOLOL!!! WHAT EGO!!!!!) .

My question is, the BIG question,---- IS she really so insecure, or is that EGOTISTICAL, that she believes all spells and spell bottles but hers are 'fake' and only she should be allowed to offer them?
I guess all those root workers and Voodoo practitioners all over the web are fake too. Again, Someone REALLY should tell them I think! I mean, THEY ARE copying 'M' according to her 'trademark' guideline! LOL!!!!

In all seriousness, though----I had thought, had hoped, all this negativity would end but ONE DRAMA QUEEN person just keeps it up!
I'm going to say this one more time! I'm an adult and a real practitioner and this childish and immature person needs to GROW UP and stop all her negative drama, stop posting drivel about me and others. It is VERY tiresome and only alienates everyone, buyers and sellers alike!

To the 'Divine Miss M'--No one is attacking you or stalking you. You have created ALL this drama yourself with your blog attacks on other sellers, your many negative guides condemning other practitioners, your Metafrauds association, your continual lying about many things.(Can we say, "daughter"? LOL!) No one is copying you! I can prove I have used Pre-Raphaelite art on my auctions since my beginning here on eBay. I have ALL my past auctions saved in Turbolister. And in addition if you search the web you will find MANY metaphysical sites using the same art (the Sacred Texts website comes to mind instantly, they use the same Waterhouse painting on their page as I use for my main avatar). Are they copying you, too??? Am I copying them? Please....

You need to get real and just stop your Drama. It is tiresome, negative, and people are flat out sick of it! You damage yourself more than anything. Your negativity and 'playing victim' puts people off. This is friendly and constructive advise, so take heed.

My Comments in RED--I have removed the other sellers name and masked the emails.
----- Forwarded Message ----
Sent: Wednesday, April 22, 2009 5:21:52 PM
Subject: ARGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!


I know exactly who it is and I am going to blow a top level gasket right now!!!!
Blow away my dear! You are full of hot air anyway! (FYI readers-Notice the date-April 22--I believe she is talking about a blog about her-this email is from a full month before the Ghostbuster blogs 'M' also blames me for even started-they were started in late May)

This is the seller who copied many of my auction descriptions. Don't think so! Not only this, but they are copying my handmade amulet styles. Never sold any amulets anywhere near her style and none I made!

They even made a bunch of spell bottles that looked exactly like mine. One bottle a bit similar and that's what started all this nonsense! So much so, that clients were contacting me to ask me what was going on. Not only this, but they also are biting my style in regard to the Pre-Raphaelite art they use in their auctions as well as their auctions....and now on their new website. I studied Art History at UC Berkeley and the Pre-Raphaelites are my favorites and always have been-I actually own several original old paintings-one by Godward-nothing to do with M-I have used this art style since Day ONE in my eBay listings and have saved listings in Turbolister to prove it! I have a certain writing style, and because this person is an idiot, it is clear that they are attempting to mimic my auctions. I write as I write and would match my intellect against hers any day! Where did 'M the true ghost' go to college? I attended a top Five University intending on getting my Ph.D.!

I am trying to run business, see clients, and stay on top of all of these meddling sellers Who's the meddling seller???? 'M' that's who! and all of this drama. Caused by 'M' and her 'attack' Guides, posts, blogs, etc... As soon as I get a spare set of minutes, I will e-mail you with links so that you can see how this idiot copied my descriptions (albeit changing them just enough so as not to get caught by Ebay). This person has bit my entire style and now they are doing THIS???!!!! I was on eBay BEFORE her so she must have copied ME! Let's compare saved Turbolister auctions! Ask ****, she was one of the first people to alert me to this person copying my bottles and descriptions.......

THIS PERSON STALKED MY AUCTIONS FOR MONTHS AND NOW THEY ARE OFFERING ITEMS THAT NOT ONLY LOOK LIKE MINE BUT THEY RIPPED OFF MY STYLE ENTIRELY. OH THE DRAMA! On top of this, every time I write a guide, they write a bad-grammar guide to contradict it. Sorry Sweetie, I've only ever written 2 guides and NEITHER had anything to do with your prolific drivel! One addressed pricing of magickals and one addressed the negativity going on.Though on second thought THAT guide probably did have something to do with you in some way since you have been the main 'fountain' spurting negativity for months.

THAT is who is behind this website. WHAT WEBSITE??? I am going to LOSE. MY. MIND. Think you MAY. HAVE. ALREADY. ROTHFLMAO!!!!!! Can it get ANY funnier, OR more pathetic?

I meant to e-mail you tonight regarding a "buyer" who is up to no good. I have a client coming in ten minutes, but I will e-mail you again when I have a minute of time. In the meantime, please think about how this a_new_golden_dawn character can be eliminated. I am extremely HEATED over this as you can imagine. AH! True colors come out! Why so NEGATIVE 'M'??? You need to control that EGO. A little improved elimination might help get rid of some 'bad humors'. Try an enema!


----- Forwarded Message ----
Sent: Friday, July 24, 2009 1:33:08 AM
Subject: Re: Question


All is well. I am in the tedious process of filing a civil suit
against the group who began the two harassment sites against
my family.I see they have also erected a similar shrine in your honor.
FYI, Verna ***** (aka "anewgoldendawn) is the one designing the sites,
but she is puppeted by a handful of others. The two sites against
me were removed after they heard from my lawyer.



OH THE DRAMA! THE DRAMA!!! This is more of her NONSENSE!!!!

----- Forwarded Message ----
Sent: Wednesday, April 22, 2009 10:11:54 PM
Subject: Re: beware...

Tee-hee. I know they are all middle aged housewives. I just know it. I would love nothing more than to beat them unconscious--and I was a pacifist before this! Yeah right!
>Sent: Wednesday, April 22, 2009 10:05:02 PM
>Subject: Re: beware...
>The new golden dawn blog? I'm FAMOUS!!!LOL!!!!
>It is the Ebay seller a_new_golden_dawn Yeah! That's me!
>Like I said, this is the same one who is trying to steal my vibe and my art style. OMG, this again!
>It makes me FURIOUS that not only is this person trying to BE me, but they are trying to discredit me as they are imitating me. How low can you get, eh? When will all of these people get lost???? WHEN WILL YOU GET LOST? Again-look at the date of this email. April 22. The ONLY thing I had posted anywhere was my guide about ending the negativity on eBay and my first blog post here reiterating that. HOW was I trying to discredit her??? Until Metafrauds came out I did not even KNOW about the negativity and seller bashing going on. My only contact with 'M the Ghost' was when she emailed me accusing me of copying her one spell bottle(which I did not even make--only listed for an elder practitioner). Then my name appeared on the Shame List. Me! A small seller compared to many others. Why was my name on that list? Because it was 'M's List and 'M's blog to attack those she did not like for various petty reasons, most having nothing to do with what they offered. Just read these emails to see that!
>I want to see them all in person.
>On Thursday, April 23, 2009, at 01:42AM, > wrote:
>>God what a nuisance, let me go into vistaprint now and see where in SC is coming up, Fatboy*** you say? I will ban them now. *******
----- Forwarded Message ----
Sent: Wednesday, April 22, 2009 9:38:27 PM
Subject: beware...


Beware of the buyer fatboy*****. This person bought something from me over three weeks ago and never made payment. They kept giving bizarre stories about why they could not pay and then asked to call me on the phone. I filed an unpaid item report and listed the item at auction. I tried to e-mail them and they never responded -UNTIL-I relisted the item on a 7 day auction and got bidders. Then, they remitted payment. Still no word, no response to e-mails. I had to end the auction and am now sending them the item. I am willing to bet that they are up to no good and are either going to leave negative feedback, make some strange claim, or actually give the item to someone else to sell. The person is in SOUTH CAROLINA. Metafrauds has received A LOT of hits from SC, which is where Moonstar****** R***** is. I am connecting the dots and smelling a rat.

DUH! LIKE SHE WAS YOUR FIRST "OBJECT OF AFFECTION" ON METAFRAUDS! Who can blame her from watching you post your negative baloney? I watched too! As did many others.

Are you getting a lot of hits from SC??

I want this all to END END END. Then JUST STOP IT! Oh, but you can't, because you are a DRAMA QUEEN and crave attention!!!!


----- Forwarded Message ----
Sent: Thursday, April 30, 2009 6:00:10 PM
Subject: Re: Question

I'm trying to have faith but the stress of this is driving me mad. I am being harassed non-stop on a literally 24 hour basis. Deceived, set-up, and lied to up, down, and sideways by lots of people hiding behind computers. I know you have been through this too, and it sucks. I just want to make art and be left alone. THEN LEAVE OTHERS ALONE!!! I am just very sketched out lately, as I am sure you can imagine.



WOW! How paranoid can she get? Are little green men visiting too??? Black Helicopters flying over her apartment??? SAD!!!

----- Forwarded Message ----
Sent: Wednesday, April 29, 2009 3:33:20 PM


Just got sent this. Please spread the word. MORE TROUBLE MAKING!

----- Forwarded Message ----
Sent: Monday, May 4, 2009 11:19:07 AM
Subject: M****'s Ebay account suspended

This is just to let you know that my Ebay account was suspended today. SCORE ONE FOR EBAY!!!

The Creepy Hollows gang has succeeded in ruining my Ebay account. MORE CONSPIRACY THEORY! The Ebay people will tell me nothing about why my account is suspended. I suspect that some of these sellers actually knows someone at Ebay Trust And Safety and they have somehow enacted foul play in order to get my account removed. FOUL PLAY! ROTFLMAO!!!!

I am out of state right now and don't have time to deal with this. When I get back, I am going to consult with a lawyer. Ebay has done this to others before. If you know someone in Trust & Safety you can get anyones account suspended. This is what I have heard.


----- Forwarded Message ----
Sent: Monday, May 4, 2009 12:19:51 PM
Subject: M****s Ebay account suspended (Update)

I just got off the phone with Ebay and this time they have told me that they could see no reason why my account was suspended, so they reinstated my account. See message from Ebay below.

Please be aware that Creepyhollows (or a friend of a friend etc.) knows someone who works for Ebay and has the ability to suspend accounts. Fortunately for me, it looks like they caught the foul play, otherwise they would have never reinstated my account within a matter of an hour.

SO---Creepyhollows and company was successful at suspending my Ebay account for ONE WHOLE HOUR.

I am extremely infuriated and am now making it my life's mission to destroy Creepy Hollows and I hope you will join me. All of this info has been sent to my friends at the Metafrauds site and I am sure they are going to have a field day with it.
OMG! Creepyhollows, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT! You are on 'M's Truly Magick SHIT LIST! As if you care!LOL!!!!


All I can say is WOW!!! This is only a small portion of the emails that were given to me by the other seller who advertised for 'M' for a few months on their website. They feel she made a fool of them by encouraging them to attack other sellers who were blameless, me included, whose ONLY crime was not being liked by 'M' for various reasons! There are emails I have not posted here because some of those sellers do not want to be mentioned here and have more made-up drama aimed at them by 'True Ghostly'.

I know I'm treating this very humorously and making fun MORE than a bit but, HOW CAN I NOT??? It's all so SILLY and immature and getting to be flat out ridiculous lately. How can I NOT treat all this as silly, treat 'M' herself, like the negative little fool that she is? A practitioner? No practitioner I know acts the way she does! She is behaving like a petulant little child who needs attention of any type no matter what. GROW UP!!!

OH! And note to 'M'--Why don't you have your 'little imaginary friend' from the FBI give me a call so I can tell him what's really going on-that you have been causing turmoil for months with your lies and drama. OMG! What DRAMA! With that little tid-bit, I don't know whether to laugh at you or feel sorry for you.


Friday, August 14, 2009

MAGICK ~THE GATHERING! Casting Magick at Mount Shasta on 09/09/09





I want to share something I'm VERY excited about!

On 09/09/09 we will be doing a huge magick casting at a gathering at Mount Shasta, California not far from where I live! That date is a 'Power Date' to many people of many differing beliefs and Mount Shasta figures highly in some of those belief systems. From Native Americans, to Atlantis, to Lemuria, Crystal Energy Grids, Lightworkers, to UFO's and Extraterrestrials, Mount Shasta's mythos encompasses them all.

Regardless of exact ideas, all agree on one thing, Mount Shasta is a Sacred and Powerful ancient magickal place. Read some of these websites to gain a small glimpse into some of the many paranormal and historical beliefs and magickal background of this mighty Sacred mountain. HERE and HERE and HERE and HERE and HERE and HERE and HERE and HERE. For even more simply type MOUNT SHASTA in any search engine.

On that powerful and magick day, Sept. 9, 2009 there will be an amazing gathering of practitioners, adepts, and magickans at this sacred and powerfully energetic location. We gather to cast many spells and work much magick, for ourselves, for others, and for the world in general.

It has been decided to honor the magick number of NINE on the power date of 999. On Mount Shasta 9 Elders accompanied by 99 adepts and supported by 999 practitioners spread around the globe, will create a gathering of magick the likes of which the world has seldom seen! I am so very honored that I have been asked to be one of the 99 Adepts. Several of my Gram's friends will be among the 9 Elders and some among the 99. By utilizing the power of that day, and the ancient power of the mountain, blended with the awesome strength of so many Practitioners of many various occult and ritual magick disciplines, it is hoped that the magick worked will be be awesomely powerful in it's intensity.

As an added plus, I'm being allowed to offer a few of my customers powerful spells cast on their behalf that day. I will be listing those limited number of opportunities on eBay very soon!

I will be adding to this post very soon!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

The Root Cause Of the Meta-War "Witch War"

I really had not intended on posting about this topic ever again as it's just so negative and frankly I'm tired of it.

But a few things have arisen that I feel the need to comment on. I have recently found out that one of the main reasons for the hatefulness, false postings in my name, and the false reports being made about me, supposedly from 'customers', that are being spewed forth on the Pissed Consumer site has at it's root a fellow eBayer who thinks it's her 'mission' to email competitors and 'name names' of other sellers who have allegedly transgressed against them. She makes up bold faced lies and points accusatory fingers with out a shred of proof.

After talking among ourselves, and comparing notes after a 'Peace Truce' brokered by the person who started the Metaphysical Peace blog, several of us, sellers and buyers, have realized WHO caused all the problems. This goes all the way back to the original Metaphysical Metafraud Blog that attacked eBay seller Moonstar7spirits and others. There has been much hateful behavior and many have been smeared and set against one another. This goes for buyers and sellers alike. What drives this negative person I do not know, but more and more people are realizing exactly WHO is trying to tear our category apart by many methods.

Those of you who may have seen the Von Strepple Website a couple weeks ago will realize exactly how serious this all became with their posts against me. BUT, and a big BUT here, we talked, thanks to the Peace Blog author and made our final and real peace and a big realization came forth from all this. One person(and perhaps a few of her followers) is behind much of the turmoil of the last few months and which, thanks to her pure negativity and condemnation of other metaphysical sellers, still continues today. Her many negative guides criticizing other sellers reveals the sheer narcissistic EGO of this woman.

She has been exposed by a non-eBay related investigation and it's out there on the web. Read these two blog websites carefully and fully. (NOTE: AS OF TODAY AUG 15th SHE HAS CHANGED HER EBAY USER ID BECAUSE OF ALL THE BAD PRESS SHE HAS BEEN GETTING.) A real eye-opener for many of us. This non-eBayer blog author. Joe Moreno, makes a very strong case for this eBay seller who I will refer to as 'True Ghost' being the REAL author behind the Metrafraud blog that named a HALL OF SHAME list of eBay sellers that included me. It seems ALL this turmoil, hatred, and nastiness was the result of ONE sellers IMMENSE ego and probably Narcissistic Personality Disorder.

Friday, July 17, 2009


A member of the Metaphysical community, a buyer I believe, has started this site METAPHYSICAL PEACE - He is asking all who agree to add their names as members. I think it's a great idea and about time! We should all just let go of all past hurts and transgressions and move forward. NOW IS THE TIME! Let's end the Meta-War now!

Please, all negative blogs, posts and guides criticizing or 'trash talking' other sellers should stop, all that can be, should be removed or rewritten in positive ways. All the negative energy, finger pointing, and accusations should come to an end. We are, should be, a positive community welcoming all members. PEACE!

Saturday, July 4, 2009



The battle rages on in the Meta-Wars sadly. I just don't understand what drives the negative, or, perhaps I do. Why one feels the need to criticize another practitioner for differing beliefs is caused by something that exists inside all of us, something called EGO. Some individuals are very self centered and narcissistic, unable to curb or release that bit of themselves that says they are always right, or better than another, that part that thirsts for peer approval and recognition. They can't begin to accept the validity of any other's beliefs as theirs is the one true belief in their personal version of the world. This is something that has caused much hate, strife and wicked acts down through history.

BUT, I do not believe it is EGO alone that drives one eBay seller/practitioner to condemn the beliefs of another, though this is an important factor, especially with certain sellers. The other reason is financial pure and simple. By making it appear as some are not as forthright and truthful, as learned, or as powerful as others, this tips the scale in the favor of the one who reveals the alleged 'information' or dis-information as the case may be.

This is not to say that true fraud should not be revealed, but who is to judge what constitutes fraud in our field. Because beliefs on the metaphysical differ or vary greatly, this does not constitute fraud by one or the other. Lying about ones background or experience may constitute fraud, depending on the reasons behind the deception. Not revealing one's true name or location does not constitute fraud, just caution in today's Internet and privacy driven world. Lying about one's true experience, if one lacks any real magickal experience is certainly fraud on some levels.
My point here is this, for one seller to criticize another for differing beliefs is something more than likely done by one who seeks not just peer approval but financial gain as well. Real evidence of fraud is not something easy to define or to find. Any guides, blogs, forum posts, etc... that blithely declare fraud should be looked at with an open mind. Examine the evidence, IF any real evidence is submitted, and make up your own mind based on proof NOT rumor or supposition. Ours is a rumor driven society and sadly in our world of instant media, rumor quickly becomes accepted as fact.

Buddha: Believe nothing just because a so-called wise person said it. Believe nothing just because a belief is generally held. Believe nothing just because it is said in ancient books. Believe nothing just because it is said to be of divine origin. Believe nothing just because someone else believes it. Believe only what you yourself test and judge to be true.

Harry Emerson Fosdick: The fact that astronomies change while the stars abide is a true analogy of every realm of human life and thought, religion not least of all. No existent theology can be a final formulation of spiritual truth. The Living of These Days, 1956

Here is an interesting and thought provoking forum that I was drawn into that illustrates some of my points---PISSED CONSUMER
Lately someone/ones have been posting about me as well as posting in my name.

UPDATE: Saturday August 15---I have added a separate post about this ongoing problem and how many of the Pissed Consumer(and other sites too) ultra negative posts were and are being manipulated by ONE person, who, though not the writer on all, has goaded others into behaving in this manner by sending lying emails to various parties. Many of us that were at odds have now come together and talked and a big realization of the manipulation has come forth. Please! DO NOT let one ultra negative and borderline mentally ill personality disorder afflicted individual bring us down to this level.

UPDATE : Sunday July 12----This site above-Pissed Consumer, has become one where a few immature and very negative posters are attempting to discredit me with silly inane posts. I find it funny actually and feel great sadness for the darkness in their souls that causes them to post the made up nastiness they do. Some posts are even being made in my name but it's apparent to any rational person who reads them that it is not me. The bad thing about that site is that ANYONE can post under ANY NAME!

I have stated this in an earlier post but to reiterate, I am NOT the one who investigated any other sellers to expose them as liars, fakes, frauds or whatever. After I saw the info I did check it out myself just like many others did and I DID find it compelling BUT I am NOT the one who compiled the info or started ANY investigation against ANYONE.

I Do use my real info on my accounts, I DO live in Marysville BUT NOT with any of my family members as posted by 'someone' who falsely claims they know me. I DO live next door to my antique shop. I do NOT have a son or ANY other children. I do NOT have five, or ANY ex-husbands, only my one who has passed. I am NOT from the Bronx, I'm a native Californian.

My REAL name and PHONE # are listed in the phone book AND on my antiques listings on eBay. I many times have a widget on my metaphysical auctions showing my antique selling account and when not, I DO state that I sell antiques under another ID and will give it to any who contact me. I have done this SINCE DAY ONE as A_NEW_GOLDEN_DAWN on ALL my listings under that ID.

My close family, INCLUDING my father and close friends all know about my metaphysical sites and my 'GIFT'-we discuss it all the time. IN FACT several of them have 'The Gift' and/or are practitioners also. My mother, before she passed away had planned to work WITH me on eBay. She knew very well about my abilities to see and communicate with spirits, I inherited these abilities from BOTH her and my Grandmother.

I am NOT any of the seller friends they accused me of being. I AM a seller of antiques on eBay, I have just recently registered a few names on eBay to sell ON CONSIGNMENT, spells, potions, energetic items, magickals, etc... from some of my Grams elderly practitioner friends who do not use computers. I may or may not use these ID's and may choose to offer their items on my A_NEW_GOLDEN_DAWN account only.
I am NOT the eBay sellers TheDarkNecro, Old_Blue_Dog, Silver_cup, Treasures_from_the_Mystic_World, Garage_Producer, etc... These are SEPARATE INDIVIDUALS now selling on eBay as anyone who has purchased from them can attest to.

All of this info is stuff I have posted on my blog previously or on forum posts but these negative and troubled poster/posters seem to be trying to present it as 'secret' information on me they 'just discovered'.
I do not totally hide my beliefs from the local populace in my town, but I do not advertise them either. Many of my shop customers DO know my beliefs. Sometimes, though it may be cowardly of me, I do say I'm an Atheist just to not get caught up in 'Satanic' discussions -- as some hard core fundamentalists believe all alternate beliefs to be based in.

Our town and surrounding area has a flourishing albeit somewhat hidden population of practitioners and believers. I would love to open a true metaphysical shop here but the one that did open in a local mall several years ago caused such a stir a picket line and boycott of the entire mall was organized by a large local church. The shop soon closed and it was not even a true metaphysical shop, more of a Pagan themed gift shop.

I am not upset by the postings and accusations being made against me, I consider the source, but I do take exception to the removal of my forum posts to censor my answers to them. You see, I have nothing to fear because unlike some, I have no hidden or secret past, nor one concocted to make me seem a more legitimate or mysterious person. I will continue to post here as items are removed or silly claims made. You see I truly feel that the more these individuals reveal their silliness, immaturity, and negativity, the more people see their true 'faces'.

I will never run about claiming to be 'defamed' or 'stalked' like some as I realize these few very negative posters are just sad, lame, desperate individuals who live to spread dissension. Whether they do this to increase their own sales by putting down other sellers or just as troublemakers, that's for others to figure out.


Wednesday, July 1, 2009

I'M BACK!!!!!

UPDATE AUG. 14: Little 'Cash' and his brother 'Mau-Mau' are now entering the cat equivalent of the 'teen years'! They are the biggest pest cats I have ever had! Cash insists on nursing on my fingers and ears constantly. He wakes me up several times a night licking my nose or patting my face. Not like I get a good nights sleep anyway! My bed usually holds me and 2, sometimes 3 dogs, another one sleeps underneath and now two wild cat kittens! Hardly room for me anymore! They are so cute but a BIG pain. I have decided to keep the two of them because we are so bonded even though I had really intended to find them homes. I just love THEM and can't give them up!!! I will be adding some new pictures very soon!


A BIG hello to all my friends and customers! I'm back from my recuperating vacation! My knee injury was needing surgery and that required me to take a much needed rest. I should have had it done years ago when I first injured it skiing. (I fell off the ski lift-DON'T LAUGH!!!) but I toughed it out. It only bothered me sometimes but I re-injured it while on a 'rescue mission' to save orphaned trapped baby kittens. The babies are all right, cute chubby little bottle fed angels that are in my face ALL the time. I'm their mom! In fact they are both trying to help me type right now!

This is a short post today-just to let everyone know I'm back and alive and will be listing lots of marvelous things very soon. I need about another week or two to get up to speed and then watch for a massive listing push! I will be returning emails to many of you soon! Thanks for your well wishes!

The pictures above show my one little 'pain in the knee' who my niece has named 'Cash'. Such a sweetie but now bottle weaned under extreme protest. I can't tell you how many times I've awoken from a drug induced sleep to the two of them standing on my face and licking my nose. They quickly learned how to get out of their box and after I woke up a few times to them snuggled up against me, I did not have the heart to lock them up. I gave up and gave them a pillow to sleep on next to me.

I have two local investigations to go on as soon as I'm up to it. My friend 'D', also an eBay metaphysical seller, has been visiting and photographing a local Gold Rush era cemetery and has captured some wonderful pictures of spirit activity. There are actually open crypts to investigate and photograph. 'D' practiced in Sedona, AZ for many years so he is very into New Age concepts and Native American practices as well as spiritualism. I have not been able to walk well enough to go with him so I'm massively jealous.

The other place my small group will be visiting soon is an abandoned farm house that had, according to local and family lore, a violent mass murder occur. I can't wait to go and have made the others wait for my knee to heal. AND while we are on the subject of mass murder, we have plans to visit the local orchard where mass murderer Juan Corona buried many of his victims. A ritual spirit summoning and seance is planned by one of my friends and I have plans to use a special spirit communication vessel of my Grandmothers.

I will post more tomorrow, I have lot's to talk about, including some more thoughts on the Mega-Meta-War that seems to be raging away! So much negativity from some people, it's sad and it hurts us all!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009


I wanted to update all my friends, customers, and even some practically total strangers, who sent healing energies, about my friend's husbands condition. As you might remember from the earlier post, he was in ICU and on life support, not expected to live. Cliff suffered a massive aneurysm, his heat stopped for a period, and then in the hospital he was infected with the MSRA staph bacteria in both lungs and brain. His fever had spiked to 106 plus. At one point the doctors recommended he be removed from life support but his wife asked for at least 48 more hours. Thankfully she did! Cliff is out of ICU and doing very well.

The doctors actually used the term MIRACULOUS recovery. Not to say that Cliff is 100%, far from it, but the damage is far less than the doctors had anticipated. He will need to stay in a rehab facility for several weeks to months but he is alive. So many of you emailed me saying you were praying, sending energy, casting spells, asking spirits to help, etc... on Cliff's behalf that I just know the 'miracle' is more than half your doing (we HAVE to give the doctors a little credit). Shows the power of positive energies!

My extreme blessings and grateful thanks to everyone! And a special thanks to a certain few! You know who you are! And a thank you from Cliff and Angie's two little girls too! They are both total Daddies girls and this has been devastating and confusing for them both.

Sunday, May 24, 2009


The meta mafia blog post I mentioned in my other post is gone but more crap has appeared.

I'm a middle aged woman "DESPERATE to take over the metaphysical category". (Come on now! THAT HURT!!! LOL!) Gee if that were true then I think I would have more things listed. Sounds like they're talking about that other seller and not me. Funny how the creators of the nastiest blog on metaphysics I have ever seen, posting pictures of children and calling them fat, peoples underwear size and the like can be offended at anything.

These people need to get over themselves. I created this blog just to thumb my nose at them in the first place. They put my name on their stupid 'shame list' and called me a Creepy Hollows 'affiliate', it was funny! They thought it was something important to show the seller under attacks house , I showed mine to show everyone of how little importance that is. They made fun of her teenage daughter and still do with a picture of her in a dunce cap. I showed my animal 'children'. I even emailed them my personal info-told them my phone # was listed in the phone book and they were welcome to call me or whatever.

You see, that's the thing, readers see all the bombastic and dramatics in their postings but don't see reality. So what I have multiple ID's on eBay? They are all registered in my REAL name with ALL the same contact info. It's not like I could use them for nefarious purposes. On one of them I sold a few pairs of stinky shoes to the fetish 'wellworn' crowd. It was a dare from a friend and a great funny joke. I still have that ID. I have a couple of 'silly' name ID's for posting on the eBay forums, one is 'sockpuppet' something. WOW! Shoot me! Posting ID's are recommended for that. I have my longtime main ID where I sell art and antiques. I've never hidden that. I even posted the eBay widget with that ID on my a_new_golden_dawn auctions for months.

What really gets me is all the talk about fakes and frauds by people that only accept their own beliefs. It's like hardcore Christian fundamentalists saying everyone is damned if they don't believe one way, their way! There are many fields of metaphysical, paranormal, and New age study, MANY DIFFERENT BELIEFS. Who is this ebay guide writing seller to say ANYONE is a charlatan?
The ones who should and do make the decisions on genuineness are the buyers and collectors. Of course there is always that small group within any crowd that is easily manipulated.

I offer 100% money back, not this other seller. What does that say about the difference between us. I use my REAL address and listed phone number, it seems this other seller does not, I use my REAL name not a psuedenum. What do I have to hide except some of those embarrassing little things we all have. I have no criminal history, no secret past.
I hope these people realize how of little importance they all are in my life, although I do find it amusing to read their CRAP.

Saturday, May 23, 2009


Well all HELL has broken loose in the metaphysical community and I'm being blamed for it. Too funny in my opinion. The Meta-Fraud bloggers have posted that I investigated another seller who I'll call M the Ghost and am performing a verbal 'witch burning'! So over the top dramatic it makes me want to laugh. The thing is, I have said that the negative put out would draw negative back and all that negative energy this seller put out attacking her fellow sellers has come back three-fold or more to 'bite her on the ass'.

I WISH I could say I'm the one who investigated her because those people have a LOT of secret admirers right now. They shook the 'apple tree' and all sorts of rotten things tumbled out. Things way more true and factual than posting someones underwear size! The silly accusations against Moonstar are NOTHING compared to the outing this other seller is getting. I'm not going into details, you can read those on the other blog yourselves. Suffice to say that it's going to make a LOT of people think. It opened my eyes WIDE! And almost made me wet myself laughing a couple of times! I actually feel a bit sorry for her, but then again, I'm a very strong empath and feel peoples emotions very strongly. She really did draw this to herself though. The law of Karma never fails.

Anyway, I guess that lots of people are reading my blog now coming over from the Meta-Fraud site and hopefully they can see who I REALLY am. That's the silver lining in being outed as a possible author of the Ghostbuster blog.

Darn it! I almost forgot the funniest thing about the Meta-Fraud blog. I'm being accused of being the Don Corleone of the Metaphysical, or maybe that's CH, and I'm the Al Pacino character, Michael? I think. Anyway, To get to the point(sorry I'm recuperating from a knee injury and am zonked on painkillers) I'm starting a "META-MAFIA". All my practitioner friends and those of my grandmother's that are joining in on my new website, are foot soldiers of chaos I guess. LOL!!!! See the silly blog HERE.

Terrible that whoever is behind THAT blog is afraid of a bunch of old people that have been practicing magick longer than any of them have been alive. These sweet and VERY powerful oldsters can't even use computers very well so I'm the listing person. I have not told them of this latest because they are already very put off by the eBay 'games'. Think it's ALL a bunch of silly immature wannabes.

Going to sign off now because it really is hard to be even halfway coherent. I'm sure that when I re-read this post tomorrow, I'll have to delete half of the embarrassing things I've said.

Sorry, could not resist! Guess now they'll say I confessed to being the 'mystery' blogger/bloggers. Have a nice holiday! Blessings and all good things, Verna (V) also known by the knickname, Miss V by many of my friends.


Sunday, May 17, 2009


Well mystery solved! It seems that the lady that thought she had ghosts actually had Djinn. I had thought that possibly we were dealing with an energetic when she told me about her recent inheritance from a Great Grandmother, especially one who was an actual Gypsy.

I examined all the items that she inherited, some linens, a few pieces of silver, some glass ware and various jewelry items. What I found, among a few other things, was what is known as a Djinn Charm ring. A very old and somewhat unassuming silver ring with attached dangling jewels to which are linked Djinn. Two to this ring in fact. I have it with me and am planning on working on some initial bonding and communication with the linked entities.

The houses occupant was more than happy to let me take the ring and purchase a few of the other items if it would rid her of her 'ghosts'. She had actually considered selling her house but as we all know, this is NOT the market for resale at the moment. Tonight she will try sleeping there and I'm fairly confident she should have NO problems! I have the 'problems' with me!

Another item, this one that I purchased from her, is a fantastic(in my opinion) silver ethnic necklace that has some type of energy. I will need to work with it to determine exactly what type. The piece is a beauty! The owner called it "ugly and kind of indian-y". I actually purchased 6 pieces total, all very beautiful old ethnic pieces--silver, coins, stones, etc... that I sensed some type of energy from.

I absolutely adore ethic jewelry of all types. Native American, South American, Asian, East Indian, Arabic, etc... If spirits and entities are connected, All the better.

Back on topic though, I wonder how many 'ghostly hauntings' are actually the result of energetics and the spirits attempts to communicate? An interesting question to ponder!

I will post some pictures and updates soon!

UPDATE------This is the ring I obtained from the woman who had contacted me about her house being possessed. I realized it wasn't ghosts but Djinn and other entities and spirits attached to items she had recently inherited from her Gypsy Great Grandmother. The two Djinn in this ring are actively seeking a new companion of their choice, thus the 'goings on' the lady thought were ghosts were actually these Djinn trying to communicate. I will be offering this vessel very soon on eBay-if interested, contact me. They are Marid level and very old. Believer Djinn, and now that I've communicated with them, I find them very protective and wise. They once had several other fellow Djinn companions linked to charms on the same ring but these had been passed to new companions by the gypsy woman many years ago. This gypsy was their companion for many years. These are a bonded pair, a couple you might say, male and female. Are they perhaps meant to be your new companions?


Recently I went to a local house where the occupant has been experiencing some fairly strong spirit manifestations. It's become so bad the lady has been staying mostly with friends. She is terrified of sleeping in the house because she says that at night the manifestation will not leave her alone. She says that on several occasions she has been awakened by the feel of something heavy pressing on her chest, causing her to have difficulty breathing. Also that at times it feels like someone or something sits on the bed. The occupant reports feelings of being watched, seeing 'flickers' in her peripheral vision, and even hearing odd sounds. I plan on spending the night there, but with all the upsets these last few weeks with my friends death and the others hospitalization, I just have not been able to do it yet.

I did spend a couple of hours there one afternoon and though I sense some spiritual energy in the house, I was not able to pinpoint it or make much contact. The resident did tell me she just inherited some items from her Great Grandmother/Grandmother and I'm thinking we may be dealing with a haunted and energetic piece of jewelry or object instead of a housebound ghost.

She shared with me that her Great Grandmother who she never knew, had according to family lore, been from the 'old country' and was a 'gypsy fortuneteller' (her description). I asked the resident if the occurrences she experienced all happened after she received the inheritance and she confirmed it. She had lived in her house for 6 years with no problem but these last couple of months only were the troublesome and frightening experiences happening. Tomorrow I have an appointment to examine all her Great Grandmothers belongings and hopefully I will get to the bottom of the problem AND have something to report of interest.

Friday, May 15, 2009


Over the last several weeks there has been so much acrimony and turmoil surrounding the eBay metaphysical community that it has literally inundated the
Internet with blogs, websites, postings, petitions, etc... I had until very recently been fairly ignorant of the ongoing 'battles' between several groups of buyers/sellers. Then of course the infamous Metaphysical Meta-Fraud blog went up and I started getting emails about my eBay selling name being on a 'List of Shame'. ????? At first I had a surge of annoyance and mild anger, then I began to find it more than a bit humorous. What was NOT humorous though was the out and out mean spirited and crude way way they attempted to 'out' a certain eBay seller.

I do not know any of these people personally and any contact I have had with any of them came AFTER the MetaFraud blog was posted. I have emailed the attacked seller and told her how rude I felt these posts picking on her children were. I had a couple of emails from 'M' at CH explaining what had transpired over the last couple of years.

I see that more recently my eBay ID has been 'identified' as a Creepy Hollows 'affiliate'. I'm not sure what THAT means but my ONLY contact with Creepy Hollows was my choice to post a bit in their forum and the couple of previously mentioned emails.

I actually started this blog as a way of showing to the Metaphysical eBay community that I for one am totally open for my customers and potential customers. I even emailed the Meta-Fraud blogsters and offered them my permission to post my address info INCLUDING phone number, which is listed in the phone book by the way. I use my real home address as my eBay address and any one can easily find me. I even offered them my shoe size and other info, but I did tell them that since they seem to have an unseemly preoccupation with underwear size that they could guess mine!!!!! After all--- that really is my own business if I might happen to have a 'fat butt'. LOL!!!

Really now!!! We as a positive community need to treat these very negative people with the full disdain they deserve. Their true colors and nasty true motivations come through every one of their responses, whether it be on blog or comment postings.

I am still not sure what is the real story behind all the anger between these groups, but in my opinion it has NOTHING to do with exposing any supposed or alleged fraud, BUT, instead is something being done for purely financial motives.

I don't make judgments on others beliefs even if their's differ from mine. There are too many mysterious things in this universe for me to pass judgment on their existence without more knowledge. As I said before in my guide on the subject--LACK OF KNOWLEDGE DOES NOT NEGATE EXISTENCE!

The ONLY reason I can think of that caused my name to be added to the list is this--an eBay seller associated with the meta-blog emailed accusing me, or Aunt Maeve as the case may be, of 'copying' her potions. I very nicely told her that the potions I had listed were in no way copies of hers and that any similarities were probably the result of knowledge of the same fields of magick, Voodoo/Hoodoo and old Earth Magicks in particular. The use of feathers and charms added to spell bottles sealed by wax are very common motifs in JuJu bottles and bags in Southern VooDoo. Feathers, stones, shells, herbs, oils, and blessings/sealings by sacred 'dressed' and blessed candles are not a unique creation of one recent person but common to much of witchcraft in general. What this other seller chooses to think is not of any particular importance to me when I know the truth. Rather than discussing further with me her concerns, this seller posted to her blog, listings, etc... condemning 'copyists'. A tad bit of an overreaction in my opinion, or as my Grandmother used to say, "Making a mountain out of a mole hill". If her customers love her items and are loyal, why worry that they might switch sellers?

And here unfortunately I think we have the base reasoning for this whole 'Mega-Meta-War'. It is financial pure and simple. "Buy mine", "I'm the best", "the ONLY seller with...", "the seller everyone copies...", "the FIRST seller to offer...", etc... etc...etc... Territorialism is alive and well in the Metaphysical community. There is big competition for buyers just as in any field. This field though, magick and metaphysics, require much more faith by customers. Getting a spirit or spell to try and change your life is a bit more intense than choosing a new lipstick or video game. And look at the competition in advertising there! Those vendors don't usually resort to publishing pictures of the competition's children and insulting them though. Diseased sex organs? Hemeroids? Dunce Hats? Don't think so! PEOPLE! GET A GRIP ON COMMON DECENCY AND REALITY HERE! THIS IS GOING TOO FAR!

All of this is making ALL OF US, the ENTIRE metaphysical community look BAD! Enough people criticize pagans, Wiccans, witches, practitioners, and other true paranormal believers for our ideas, that we don't need to in-fight among ourselves. All I have to say to the negative posters, guide writers, Bloggers, etc... is SHAME! SHAME! SHAME! Negative is going to bring you negative in the end!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

The Use of Incense in Magick

Incense is irrevocably intertwined with magick casting, spell work and witchcraft. It serves as an offering, a vehicle to work a spell or invoke spirits, entities or deities. It prepares the user by stimulating the senses and aiding in opening the psychic center and inducing a meditative state. Incense draws down the spirits by it's magickal association with the elements of Air aswell as raising up the spell into the ether. The incense used in magick castings should reflect and complement the nature of the spell being worked.

Below is a list of the more commonly used incenses and their magickal associations. It is by no means complete----

Amber - Used traditionally as an offering to dieties, spirits, etc... Used in invocation and evocation rituals and summonings.

Attar of Roses - Use for love spells, attracting positivity and romance. A scent that is very beloved of Vampires, perfect for those who work with spirit vampires.

Blueberry - Helps keep unwanted influences away from you, yours and your home.

'Blue' Roses - Burn to honor the Goddess in all her aspects.

Carnation - A floral scent used for healing in many traditions.

Cherry - Sacred to Venus, use to attract and stimulate love.

Cinnamon -Attracts wealth and success.

Clove - A scent that attracts positive energies to your home.

Coconut - Used for protection and purification in some traditions.

Copal - Sacred to the Mayan and Aztecs among others, suitable for honoring Gods of all types.

Dragon's Blood - Use to attract power and positive energies, use in working with Dragon spirits.

Frangipani - Draws to you and fills your home with friendship and love.

Frankincense - Allows one to draw upon the energy of the sun and create sacred space, to consecrate objects, and to stimulate positive vibrations.

Honeysuckle - Attracts good health, good luck, and stronger psychic power.

Jasmine - Use for luck in general, especially in matters relating to love, a heavy sensual scent that helps connect one with Darker or Demonic spirits and entities, a very sexual scent. Is frequently used in Djinn invocations.

Lavender - Works well for attracting and pleasing Fae Folk, faeries, etc...

Lotus - Draws and stimulates inner peace and outer harmony, use to aid in meditation and to open the psychic third eye.

Musk - Use for attracting courage, vitality, to heighten sexual and sensual passion and love. A great attractant to males especially

Myrrh - An ancient incense long used for offerings to the Gods, for protection, healing, purification and spirituality.

Passionflower - Helps bring peace of mind, this lovely scent soothes troubles and aids in sleep and dream problems.

Patchouli - A traditional, earthy scent long used in money and attraction spells.

Pine - For strength, power and to help reverse negative energies and influences.

Rose - Traditionally used for love magic, to bring calm energies and positivity to the home.

Sandalwood - An old time scent used for healing and protection, for purification and many purposes in general.

Sage - A traditional herb used in banishment and purification, cleansing rituals.

Spice - A fiery powerful scent used for many magic workings-brings passion and excitment.

'Spirit' - A created blend widely available and used in magick to help raise your vibrational energy, attract spirit guides and to honor personal deities.

Strawberry - Useful in love, luck and friendship type spells.

Tangerine/orange - Of the Sun, warm and sensual, used to attract bountiful luck and prosperity of all types.

'Temple' - A widely available custom blend used on the altar during ritual by many Wiccans.

Vanilla - Greatly stimulates and draws sexual and amorous appetites, aids to enhance memory, a great attractant to males, creates and draws positive nurturing energies.

On the new website we will be offering many types of incense, custom blends, pre-spelled for certain results, etc... At times some will be listed on eBay by some of our members. Check it out! Store shelves will be stocked soon!


Tuesday, May 12, 2009

SERVITOR CONSTRUCT FAMILIAR DEMONS~Also known as Egregores or Elementaries

Earlier today someone asked me about Servitor Constructs so I thought I would write a bit about these very useful 'spirit' tools created by magick and the powerful focused Will of the conjurer. These are created spirit 'beings' with varying levels of intelligence that are made to serve either their creator or one they are passed to. They are sometimes called egregores or elementaries in some fields of magick. A skilled magick worker can create these fabricated 'beings' in any form for virtually any purpose. Usually, and more importantly for safety, a time limit is specified, or the completion of a set task after which the Servitor Familiar is either reabsorbed by the magickan or dissolves back into the Universal energy flow. The creator usually sets them into some object or 'material' as it's often called, many times a crystal, rock, or handmade clay figure.

I myself have used a gambling servitor on a trip to Reno. It was purely a test as I am quickly bored by gambling. I do like Roulette though. That evening I was ON FIRE! My luck was amazing! I actually hit 5 times in a row on my numbers! YES! You read that right-FIVE times in a row! I was playing the same set of numbers and usually odd/black but would switch as the mood hit me. I hit on 33-31-33-33-33 on five successive spins. The croupier was flabbergasted! I think security was checking me out for cheating I drew such a crowd. Of course, the next day, my luck was not so great but easily bored I only lost a bit. I had used up my Servitor in one big blast of gambling luck!

Servitor Constructs are a great way for those who want a bit of Demonic power in their lives without the true Demon. This is a way to have a spirit to work with of a Darker, more Dual energy, but without all the angst some have over 'turning to the Dark Side'. And even better, it's temporary. Limited existence or one use.

There will be an offering of a variety of Servitor Constructs very soon both on eBay and the new One of my co-operative members, TheDarkNecro, offers some for revenge and sex attraction right now on his eBay site. I have a Love attraction servitor listed also. Try one out!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Life Is Linked With Death But Still We Must Carry On

This last week has again made me re-examine my spirituality and beliefs of our purpose here and of our purpose after death. I lost a good friend this week, only 65 but he had lost his joy for life. Another good friend lies in a hospital bed, in a brain damaged coma, teetering on the brink of that precipice to the Great Beyond. Cliff is only 41 and suffered a major aneurysm playing at home with his two small children. His zest for life is great, so much in contrast to dear sad Don. Two close friends, both of whom I care for are in effect, gone.

These last couple of years have brought more than their share of sadness and loss. I always considered myself a blessed and charmed person, never really experiencing great loss. My beloved Grandmother Ora had gone, but her time to pass was here and she had great work to accomplish on the Other Side. And she is still here for me, my Spirit Guide in all things.

These last years though have been hard, my mother who was my best friend died after a medical test went horribly wrong. I told myself it would be fine, FELT it with my whole being, but NO--this time my charmed life failed me. Two months later, still reeling and in a stupor from my mothers untimely passing, (on her birthday to make matters worse!) my husband passed away from a rare type of brain tumor. Again, I had felt like he was going to be fine, but just after the Doctor pronounced him doing very good, two seizures hit and he didn't make it.
My mother was a fighter, like my friend Cliff, with a remarkable grace and love of life and nature and a deep spirituality.

My husband, more like my just lost friend Don, sad and tired and not able to see the joy in just BEING! My husband felt his pain was the result of Karma, something he wholly embraced. He felt that the bad we do ALWAYS comes back to us in a many fold way. My husband was ex-military, not just a soldier but a member of a Black-OP's Special Forces unit that did VERY bad things. He wallowed in his guilt, bore it like a mantle of painful and weighty shame. His very existence was so inexorably intertwined with his belief that he could never repay his Karmic debt. Torture, assassination, dead babies and burned villages were his every night dreams and his waking nightmares. He saw spirits and ghosts, my husband, shades of those he felt he had wronged, had killed. In his visions they lined the roads, reaching out to him with grasping hands, their horrible blank eyed faces twisted into silent screams with great gaping maws of silent rage.

On our last trip to a cabin by a lake my family visited, he was afraid to leave the deck, seeing these same ghostly spirits rising up from the water, waiting to pull him down to his eternal punishment. Some might say it was the tumor causing these visions of his, and, perhaps, it did worsen them. BUT, you see, I see spirits too, and hear them, as did my Gram and many others I know. My spirit world is not frightening or evil but one where these incredible beings interact with and protect me. They are guides and messengers, protectors and providers, teachers and wisdom givers. True they could not spare me the pain of loss but they in some way lessen it. Has this shaken my belief that powerful spirits can aid and protect us? Not at all. I just realize that death MUST be an integral part of the Universal Cycle. That just as the energy of servitors must re-enter the Universal flow, so too must our energy. My hope is that in the place they dwell now, that the souls of my friend Don and that of my husband have found peace and grace and whatever measure of self foregiveness or solace they sought.

I talk to those I meet through my offerings all the time and one question that many new to magick and metaphysics always ask, is how will this energetic benefit me? I try to answer honestly without incredible claims. To tell them that it is an amazing thing to have these companion spirits on your side, at your side. They add so much to our lives in so many ways, both subtle and tangible. My life as I have said has been 'charmed' by my closeness with these spirits. True they could not spare me the pain of loss, but they have given me many opportunities to advance myself and my situation. These spirits ignite our innate powers of attraction into a nuclear fire that draws positive to us. Still, I must recognize what is offered and act upon it. It's not a manner of just having riches handed to oneself, it's an active collaboration of give and take and working towards a desired goal.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Our animal companions can help us in working with spirits.

Animals are very sensitive to spirits surrounding us. They sense minute changes in atmospheric and energy fields on levels we can't access. Afterall-we have all heard of animal behavioral changes foretelling earthquakes, tornadoes, and other physical phenomena. It only seems logical that they will be sensitive to spiritual energy and literal harmonic vibrations of spirit manifestation.

My four canine companions live in a house of many spirits of many types and I often observe them 'watching' something, or some one, as the case may be, that is not visibly there. They seem to sense the spirits as they access the energetic link within the anchoring vessel to cross the bridge from the spiritual or astral planes, to our earthly one.

These are two of my much loved companions--Molly, a Schipperke, and French Fry (her real name WAS Magnolia but everyone said she looked like a tiny burnt french fry when I got her so....she is now Miss French Fry-Frenchy for short!)

This is Bullwinkle, probably one of the smartest animal companions I have ever had--at 8 years--he is the elder in our home.

And of course, 'demon dog' also needs to be mentioned! Miss Elizabeth AKA Lizzy AKA Hell hound. When I'm saying "NO, Bad Dog!" you can count on it being directed at her about 75% of the time! AH! But I love her still!!!

Our animal companions also give added benefit as they help calm us and place us in a more relaxed state so that we can be open to spiritual communication. They become meditative tools for us. I know that when I'm curled up on my couch, surrounded by my companions, stroking their fur and absorbing the unconditional love they give me, I feel more open to the mental 'touch' of my Spirit companion's communication.

If you do not have an animal companion, and are thinking of bringing one into your life--think hard and seriously on adopting a 'rescue'. The shelters are full of unwanted puppies, kittens, dogs and cats. Please don't support irresponsible breeders and pet 'mills' by buying when you can save a life. ALL of my animal companions are rescues-I actually work independently and with a cat rescue group myself, to tame and find homes for ferals and other unwanted pets. At this moment I have three litters of rescued kittens that will be going to new homes. I'm going to stop here-before I digress into a major rant on animal mistreatment and will post more on working with our companion animals and spirits soon! And for the cat lovers out there, pictures of my feline companions also!

This is Osiris the Bengal. He, his brother Caeser, and a female named Isis, were all rescued from a 'kitty' mill where they were kept in tiny cages.

Such a regal cat! Only a few generations from the wild!

Aren't his spots beautiful?

This is Spooky. The biggest most lovable baby cat you have ever seen! He literally thinks he is a child! Every one wants Spooky to be their cat but he is staying with me.


Free Tarot Reading! What's in Your Cards?

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We are a group of seekers and practitioners that have bound together to provide you with only the finest in the magickal, paranormal and metaphysical fields. Many of our offerings can work together to enhance your life experience and bring about your cosmic growth both as an individual and as a part of the eternal flow.

A_NEW_GOLDEN_DAWN - providing vintage and antique spirited vessels, energetics and magickals from the estate of her Grandmother Ora, to whom this site is dedicated. Also offered on occasion are occult objects, as well as items of a paranormal or haunted nature from various estates.

Aunt Maeve's Magickals - Spells and potions worked by a near 100 year old practioner of the Old Earth Magicks, Mistress of the Voodoo Arts and Priestess of Hermetic Magicks.

TheDarkNecro - A Magickan descended from a long line of Necromancers. A powerful practitioner of the Darker Arts, conjurer, and worker of all facets of the Universal Duality. For Demons and other entities of the Dark Arts as well as custom bindings and conjurations DN is the one to call on.

Treasures_from_the_Mystic_World - A large extended family of practitioners that can provide all manner of energetic and spirit bound vessels including those of pure White Light, the Darker Arts and those of Duality. Fae Folk, Djinn, Vampires and Demons are all specialities of various members of this family coven.

Silver_Cup - 'D' is an Intuitive Psychic that provides Tarot and Life Readings as well as offering special items he obtains from other collectors of the paranormal.

Old_Blue_Dog - A fantastic collection of vintage occult objects and magickals from around the globe.

VooDoo_Belle - A 5th generation 'Mambo' practitioner of the traditional Southern US Voodoo/hoodoo and Voudon Arts offering hexes, potions, Ju Ju jars and bags, love, revenge and counteracting/reversing spells. etc...

Crimson_Moon_Vampires - Special offerings from a lifelong student of Vampire culture and history, a worker of Vampiric Magicks, and a collector extraordinaire of vintage vampire energetics and magickals. If your interest is in acquiring a true Vampire companion or in learning to utilize some degree of vampiric powers, then Elizabeth can assist you.

Mistress_Shalimar - Offerings of an adult, more dual nature with an emphasis on Sex Magicks, Spirits of a more sensual, sexual nature, such as Incubi and Succubi as well as potions and spells designed for sexual enhancements. Custom conjured sex entities tailored to your specific needs and desires are a speciality-heterosexual-homosexual-bisexual-transsexual-fetish-S & M-B & D, etc...

Magickal_Cabinet_Of_Curiousities - Arcane, esoteric, and rare occult and religious artifacts from around the world. A broad range of antiquities, tribal, historical, magickal and amazing!

Dorian_Grey's_Haunted_Art - A collector of haunted or spirit attached - possessed art objects, mainly paintings, offers some of his many treasured items collected over a lifetime

Candle_Magick - A practitioner of the specific art of spells and magick through the use of rituals with spelled, and blessed candles. A lovely and powerfully simple way to bring magick into your everyday life.

The_Dark_Gardens - Custom bindings of more Dark or Dual entities, Succubi, Incubi, Demons, Vampires, Ifrits, Ghul Djinn, Watchers, etc... Newly bound energetics in quality vessels of sterling silver and 10k and 14k gold. Unusual and rare entities and spirits are a speciality. Gothic themed vessels and jewels are featured.

Spirits_Of_The_Light - A worker in the purest of White Light Magicks. Spells, crystals and crystal healing, Light Work, Angels and other pure White Light entities and custom matching of Guardian Angelic spirits and companions. Reiki, and light harmonics, spirit crystals, Atlantean and Lemurian crystals and skulls.

Black_Forest_Magick - A Practitioner of Old World Magicks, Traditional High Ritual and Hermetic Magicks and other schools of Western Esoteric Mystery Schools.


It's up to them to fill the blogs full of posts! Not sure they will be as 'gung ho' as I am!

I am having so much fun tinkering with designs on the new GOLDEN DAWN website, learning customization, etc... I think I've found a calling! Designing the new website has been fun, though now that I've learned more--and almost finished it--I started a NEW design! AND I HAVE NOT EVEN FINISHED THE FIRST!!!! I'm having some tech issues 'stocking' the store. I guess that's what tech support is for!

Please visit my friend's blogs, I'll be adding more blogs to the list very soon. I've told everyone they REALLY need a blog so expect others soon!

My Special Love! Sitting and watching me work!

My Special Love! Sitting and watching me work!
You can see the intelligence in his eyes. Our animal companions give us such unconditional love!

Aunt Maeve's and Mambo Belle's Bottles

Aunt Maeve's and Mambo Belle's Bottles
I will be offering spells and potions from these near 100 year old practitioners of VooDoo/HooDoo and the old Earth Magicks.

These spell potion bottles are real works of magickal 'art'. See a wide variety soon offered on eBay and on our new website and and


Love potion charm bottle with vintage silver heart. Most bottles will come with a jewelry 'charm' to wear or carry to re-inforce the spell.


This has been an operating funeral home since the 1920's. Many people in my town have reported spirit activity and sightings over the years.


Our magick and beliefs are tiny flames in the darkness of the vast universe~blended as one they ignite into a sacred flame that will light the way out of darkness and into cosmic enlightenment.


In many cultures the skull is revered as the holder of the soul and thus is treated as a totem and object of worship and reverence.


Over the next few months I will be offering more of them out to new Seekers of the Light and though, sad to part with them, I rejoice in the thought that with each object or vessel I place, that we are one step closer to achieving the paradigm shift that will raise us to the next step of human evolution and conciousness!


Much spirit communication comes through in our dreams~we are more open to messages from the spiritual and astral planes when our mind is at rest~meditation can help us achieve this state in our 'waking' hours.

Favorite Dream Quotes

  • Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. Carl Jung
  • Myths are public dreams, dreams are private myths. Joseph Campbell
  • Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living. Anais Nin
  • Dreams are today's answers to tomorrow's questions. Edgar Cayce
  • Dreams are illustrations... from the book your soul is writing about you. Marsha Norman
  • All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them. Walt Disney
  • Dream manfully and nobly, and thy dreams shall be prophets. Robert Bulwer-Lytton


We ALL fall from grace at certain times in our lives. The secret is to get up, dust off our wings, smooth our ruffled feathers, and leap for the heavens once more!~~~~~~From morn To noon he fell, from noon to dewy eve,— A summer’s day; and with the setting sun Dropp’d from the Zenith like a falling star. Paradise Lost. Book i. Line 742.



Gram's Visions and Synchronicity

The idea of 'synchronicity' is implicit in many of Gram's visions, your actions now will influence the outcomes of future events seeming totally unrelated. The theory of synchronicity is that seemingly unrelated events ARE interconnected, this is in direct contrast to causal relationships that are understood as simultaneous—that is, the cause and effect occur at the same time.

Synchronous events reveal an underlying pattern, a conceptual framework which encompasses, but is larger than, any of the systems which display the synchronicity. The suggestion of a larger underlying framework is essential in order to satisfy the definition of synchronicity as originally developed by Swiss psychologist Carl Gustav Jung.

Jung coined the word to describe what he called "temporally coincident occurrences of acausal events." Jung variously described synchronicity as an "acausal connecting principle", "meaningful coincidence" and "acausal parallelism". Jung introduced the concept as early as the 1920s but only gave a full statement of it in 1951 in an Eranos lecture and in 1952, published a paper, Synchronicity — An Acausal Connecting Principle, in a volume with a related study by the physicist (and Nobel laureate) Wolfgang Pauli.

It was a principle that Jung felt gave conclusive evidence for his concepts of archetypes and the collective unconscious, in that it was descriptive of a governing dynamic that underlies the whole of human experience and history—social, emotional, psychological, and spiritual. Events that happen which appear at first to be coincidence but are later found to be causally related are termed as "incoincident".

Jung believed that many experiences that are coincidences due to chance, in terms of causality, suggested the manifestation of parallel events or circumstances in terms of meaning, reflecting this governing dynamic.

One of Jung's favorite quotes on synchronicity was from Through the Looking-Glass by Lewis Carroll, in which the White Queen says to Alice: "It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards".

What this means for you is that things you do, choices you make, no matter how unimportant they may seem in the grand scheme of things, really do matter a great deal. Sometimes more than that even! The choices influence which divergent 'path' our dimensional time line takes, some paths lead to great things but others are devastating in their out comes.