A "MIRACULOUS" RECOVERY!

I wanted to update all my friends, customers, and even some practically total strangers, who sent healing energies, about my friend's husbands condition. As you might remember from the earlier post, he was in ICU and on life support, not expected to live. Cliff suffered a massive aneurysm, his heat stopped for a period, and then in the hospital he was infected with the MSRA staph bacteria in both lungs and brain. His fever had spiked to 106 plus. At one point the doctors recommended he be removed from life support but his wife asked for at least 48 more hours. Thankfully she did! Cliff is out of ICU and doing very well.

The doctors actually used the term MIRACULOUS recovery. Not to say that Cliff is 100%, far from it, but the damage is far less than the doctors had anticipated. He will need to stay in a rehab facility for several weeks to months but he is alive. So many of you emailed me saying you were praying, sending energy, casting spells, asking spirits to help, etc... on Cliff's behalf that I just know the 'miracle' is more than half your doing (we HAVE to give the doctors a little credit). Shows the power of positive energies!

My extreme blessings and grateful thanks to everyone! And a special thanks to a certain few! You know who you are! And a thank you from Cliff and Angie's two little girls too! They are both total Daddies girls and this has been devastating and confusing for them both.

A "MIRACULOUS" RECOVERY!

"I'M A MIDDLE_AGED WOMAN TRYING TO TAKE OVER THE EBAY METAPHYSICAL CATEGORY" AND OTHER STUPID STUFF FROM STUPID PEOPLE...

The meta mafia blog post I mentioned in my other post is gone but more crap has appeared.

I'm a middle aged woman "DESPERATE to take over the metaphysical category". (Come on now! THAT HURT!!! LOL!) Gee if that were true then I think I would have more things listed. Sounds like they're talking about that other seller and not me. Funny how the creators of the nastiest blog on metaphysics I have ever seen, posting pictures of children and calling them fat, peoples underwear size and the like can be offended at anything.

These people need to get over themselves. I created this blog just to thumb my nose at them in the first place. They put my name on their stupid 'shame list' and called me a Creepy Hollows 'affiliate', it was funny! They thought it was something important to show the seller under attacks house , I showed mine to show everyone of how little importance that is. They made fun of her teenage daughter and still do with a picture of her in a dunce cap. I showed my animal 'children'. I even emailed them my personal info-told them my phone # was listed in the phone book and they were welcome to call me or whatever.

You see, that's the thing, readers see all the bombastic and dramatics in their postings but don't see reality. So what I have multiple ID's on eBay? They are all registered in my REAL name with ALL the same contact info. It's not like I could use them for nefarious purposes. On one of them I sold a few pairs of stinky shoes to the fetish 'wellworn' crowd. It was a dare from a friend and a great funny joke. I still have that ID. I have a couple of 'silly' name ID's for posting on the eBay forums, one is 'sockpuppet' something. WOW! Shoot me! Posting ID's are recommended for that. I have my longtime main ID where I sell art and antiques. I've never hidden that. I even posted the eBay widget with that ID on my a_new_golden_dawn auctions for months.

What really gets me is all the talk about fakes and frauds by people that only accept their own beliefs. It's like hardcore Christian fundamentalists saying everyone is damned if they don't believe one way, their way! There are many fields of metaphysical, paranormal, and New age study, MANY DIFFERENT BELIEFS. Who is this ebay guide writing seller to say ANYONE is a charlatan?
The ones who should and do make the decisions on genuineness are the buyers and collectors. Of course there is always that small group within any crowd that is easily manipulated.

I offer 100% money back, not this other seller. What does that say about the difference between us. I use my REAL address and listed phone number, it seems this other seller does not, I use my REAL name not a psuedenum. What do I have to hide except some of those embarrassing little things we all have. I have no criminal history, no secret past.
I hope these people realize how of little importance they all are in my life, although I do find it amusing to read their CRAP.

"I'M A MIDDLE_AGED WOMAN TRYING TO TAKE OVER THE EBAY METAPHYSICAL CATEGORY" AND OTHER STUPID STUFF FROM STUPID PEOPLE...

THE META-MAFIA AND I'M THE DON!

Well all HELL has broken loose in the metaphysical community and I'm being blamed for it. Too funny in my opinion. The Meta-Fraud bloggers have posted that I investigated another seller who I'll call M the Ghost and am performing a verbal 'witch burning'! So over the top dramatic it makes me want to laugh. The thing is, I have said that the negative put out would draw negative back and all that negative energy this seller put out attacking her fellow sellers has come back three-fold or more to 'bite her on the ass'.

I WISH I could say I'm the one who investigated her because those people have a LOT of secret admirers right now. They shook the 'apple tree' and all sorts of rotten things tumbled out. Things way more true and factual than posting someones underwear size! The silly accusations against Moonstar are NOTHING compared to the outing this other seller is getting. I'm not going into details, you can read those on the other blog yourselves. Suffice to say that it's going to make a LOT of people think. It opened my eyes WIDE! And almost made me wet myself laughing a couple of times! I actually feel a bit sorry for her, but then again, I'm a very strong empath and feel peoples emotions very strongly. She really did draw this to herself though. The law of Karma never fails.

Anyway, I guess that lots of people are reading my blog now coming over from the Meta-Fraud site and hopefully they can see who I REALLY am. That's the silver lining in being outed as a possible author of the Ghostbuster blog.

Darn it! I almost forgot the funniest thing about the Meta-Fraud blog. I'm being accused of being the Don Corleone of the Metaphysical, or maybe that's CH, and I'm the Al Pacino character, Michael? I think. Anyway, To get to the point(sorry I'm recuperating from a knee injury and am zonked on painkillers) I'm starting a "META-MAFIA". All my practitioner friends and those of my grandmother's that are joining in on my new website, are foot soldiers of chaos I guess. LOL!!!! See the silly blog HERE.

Terrible that whoever is behind THAT blog is afraid of a bunch of old people that have been practicing magick longer than any of them have been alive. These sweet and VERY powerful oldsters can't even use computers very well so I'm the listing person. I have not told them of this latest because they are already very put off by the eBay 'games'. Think it's ALL a bunch of silly immature wannabes.

Going to sign off now because it really is hard to be even halfway coherent. I'm sure that when I re-read this post tomorrow, I'll have to delete half of the embarrassing things I've said.

JUST CALL ME 'V'
Sorry, could not resist! Guess now they'll say I confessed to being the 'mystery' blogger/bloggers. Have a nice holiday! Blessings and all good things, Verna (V) also known by the knickname, Miss V by many of my friends.

THE META-MAFIA AND I'M THE DON!

UPDATE TO THE HAUNTING-----

Well mystery solved! It seems that the lady that thought she had ghosts actually had Djinn. I had thought that possibly we were dealing with an energetic when she told me about her recent inheritance from a Great Grandmother, especially one who was an actual Gypsy.

I examined all the items that she inherited, some linens, a few pieces of silver, some glass ware and various jewelry items. What I found, among a few other things, was what is known as a Djinn Charm ring. A very old and somewhat unassuming silver ring with attached dangling jewels to which are linked Djinn. Two to this ring in fact. I have it with me and am planning on working on some initial bonding and communication with the linked entities.

The houses occupant was more than happy to let me take the ring and purchase a few of the other items if it would rid her of her 'ghosts'. She had actually considered selling her house but as we all know, this is NOT the market for resale at the moment. Tonight she will try sleeping there and I'm fairly confident she should have NO problems! I have the 'problems' with me!

Another item, this one that I purchased from her, is a fantastic(in my opinion) silver ethnic necklace that has some type of energy. I will need to work with it to determine exactly what type. The piece is a beauty! The owner called it "ugly and kind of indian-y". I actually purchased 6 pieces total, all very beautiful old ethnic pieces--silver, coins, stones, etc... that I sensed some type of energy from.

I absolutely adore ethic jewelry of all types. Native American, South American, Asian, East Indian, Arabic, etc... If spirits and entities are connected, All the better.

Back on topic though, I wonder how many 'ghostly hauntings' are actually the result of energetics and the spirits attempts to communicate? An interesting question to ponder!

I will post some pictures and updates soon!

UPDATE------This is the ring I obtained from the woman who had contacted me about her house being possessed. I realized it wasn't ghosts but Djinn and other entities and spirits attached to items she had recently inherited from her Gypsy Great Grandmother. The two Djinn in this ring are actively seeking a new companion of their choice, thus the 'goings on' the lady thought were ghosts were actually these Djinn trying to communicate. I will be offering this vessel very soon on eBay-if interested, contact me. They are Marid level and very old. Believer Djinn, and now that I've communicated with them, I find them very protective and wise. They once had several other fellow Djinn companions linked to charms on the same ring but these had been passed to new companions by the gypsy woman many years ago. This gypsy was their companion for many years. These are a bonded pair, a couple you might say, male and female. Are they perhaps meant to be your new companions?

UPDATE TO THE HAUNTING-----

GHOST HUNTING AND PARANORMAL INVESTIGATIONS

Recently I went to a local house where the occupant has been experiencing some fairly strong spirit manifestations. It's become so bad the lady has been staying mostly with friends. She is terrified of sleeping in the house because she says that at night the manifestation will not leave her alone. She says that on several occasions she has been awakened by the feel of something heavy pressing on her chest, causing her to have difficulty breathing. Also that at times it feels like someone or something sits on the bed. The occupant reports feelings of being watched, seeing 'flickers' in her peripheral vision, and even hearing odd sounds. I plan on spending the night there, but with all the upsets these last few weeks with my friends death and the others hospitalization, I just have not been able to do it yet.

I did spend a couple of hours there one afternoon and though I sense some spiritual energy in the house, I was not able to pinpoint it or make much contact. The resident did tell me she just inherited some items from her Great Grandmother/Grandmother and I'm thinking we may be dealing with a haunted and energetic piece of jewelry or object instead of a housebound ghost.

She shared with me that her Great Grandmother who she never knew, had according to family lore, been from the 'old country' and was a 'gypsy fortuneteller' (her description). I asked the resident if the occurrences she experienced all happened after she received the inheritance and she confirmed it. She had lived in her house for 6 years with no problem but these last couple of months only were the troublesome and frightening experiences happening. Tomorrow I have an appointment to examine all her Great Grandmothers belongings and hopefully I will get to the bottom of the problem AND have something to report of interest.

GHOST HUNTING AND PARANORMAL INVESTIGATIONS

SOME THOUGHTS ON THE CONTINUING METAPHYSICAL 'WAR'

Over the last several weeks there has been so much acrimony and turmoil surrounding the eBay metaphysical community that it has literally inundated the Internet with blogs, websites, postings, petitions, etc... I had until very recently been fairly ignorant of the ongoing 'battles' between several groups of buyers/sellers. Then of course the infamous Metaphysical Meta-Fraud blog went up and I started getting emails about my eBay selling name being on a 'List of Shame'. ????? At first I had a surge of annoyance and mild anger, then I began to find it more than a bit humorous. What was NOT humorous though was the out and out mean spirited and crude way way they attempted to 'out' a certain eBay seller.

I do not know any of these people personally and any contact I have had with any of them came AFTER the MetaFraud blog was posted. I have emailed the attacked seller and told her how rude I felt these posts picking on her children were. I had a couple of emails from 'M' at CH explaining what had transpired over the last couple of years.

I see that more recently my eBay ID has been 'identified' as a Creepy Hollows 'affiliate'. I'm not sure what THAT means but my ONLY contact with Creepy Hollows was my choice to post a bit in their forum and the couple of previously mentioned emails.

I actually started this blog as a way of showing to the Metaphysical eBay community that I for one am totally open for my customers and potential customers. I even emailed the Meta-Fraud blogsters and offered them my permission to post my address info INCLUDING phone number, which is listed in the phone book by the way. I use my real home address as my eBay address and any one can easily find me. I even offered them my shoe size and other info, but I did tell them that since they seem to have an unseemly preoccupation with underwear size that they could guess mine!!!!! After all--- that really is my own business if I might happen to have a 'fat butt'. LOL!!!

Really now!!! We as a positive community need to treat these very negative people with the full disdain they deserve. Their true colors and nasty true motivations come through every one of their responses, whether it be on blog or comment postings.

I am still not sure what is the real story behind all the anger between these groups, but in my opinion it has NOTHING to do with exposing any supposed or alleged fraud, BUT, instead is something being done for purely financial motives.

I don't make judgments on others beliefs even if their's differ from mine. There are too many mysterious things in this universe for me to pass judgment on their existence without more knowledge. As I said before in my guide on the subject--LACK OF KNOWLEDGE DOES NOT NEGATE EXISTENCE!

The ONLY reason I can think of that caused my name to be added to the list is this--an eBay seller associated with the meta-blog emailed accusing me, or Aunt Maeve as the case may be, of 'copying' her potions. I very nicely told her that the potions I had listed were in no way copies of hers and that any similarities were probably the result of knowledge of the same fields of magick, Voodoo/Hoodoo and old Earth Magicks in particular. The use of feathers and charms added to spell bottles sealed by wax are very common motifs in JuJu bottles and bags in Southern VooDoo. Feathers, stones, shells, herbs, oils, and blessings/sealings by sacred 'dressed' and blessed candles are not a unique creation of one recent person but common to much of witchcraft in general. What this other seller chooses to think is not of any particular importance to me when I know the truth. Rather than discussing further with me her concerns, this seller posted to her blog, listings, etc... condemning 'copyists'. A tad bit of an overreaction in my opinion, or as my Grandmother used to say, "Making a mountain out of a mole hill". If her customers love her items and are loyal, why worry that they might switch sellers?

And here unfortunately I think we have the base reasoning for this whole 'Mega-Meta-War'. It is financial pure and simple. "Buy mine", "I'm the best", "the ONLY seller with...", "the seller everyone copies...", "the FIRST seller to offer...", etc... etc...etc... Territorialism is alive and well in the Metaphysical community. There is big competition for buyers just as in any field. This field though, magick and metaphysics, require much more faith by customers. Getting a spirit or spell to try and change your life is a bit more intense than choosing a new lipstick or video game. And look at the competition in advertising there! Those vendors don't usually resort to publishing pictures of the competition's children and insulting them though. Diseased sex organs? Hemeroids? Dunce Hats? Don't think so! PEOPLE! GET A GRIP ON COMMON DECENCY AND REALITY HERE! THIS IS GOING TOO FAR!

All of this is making ALL OF US, the ENTIRE metaphysical community look BAD! Enough people criticize pagans, Wiccans, witches, practitioners, and other true paranormal believers for our ideas, that we don't need to in-fight among ourselves. All I have to say to the negative posters, guide writers, Bloggers, etc... is SHAME! SHAME! SHAME! Negative is going to bring you negative in the end!

SOME THOUGHTS ON THE CONTINUING METAPHYSICAL 'WAR'

The Use of Incense in Magick

Incense is irrevocably intertwined with magick casting, spell work and witchcraft. It serves as an offering, a vehicle to work a spell or invoke spirits, entities or deities. It prepares the user by stimulating the senses and aiding in opening the psychic center and inducing a meditative state. Incense draws down the spirits by it's magickal association with the elements of Air aswell as raising up the spell into the ether. The incense used in magick castings should reflect and complement the nature of the spell being worked.

Below is a list of the more commonly used incenses and their magickal associations. It is by no means complete----

Amber - Used traditionally as an offering to dieties, spirits, etc... Used in invocation and evocation rituals and summonings.

Attar of Roses - Use for love spells, attracting positivity and romance. A scent that is very beloved of Vampires, perfect for those who work with spirit vampires.

Blueberry - Helps keep unwanted influences away from you, yours and your home.

'Blue' Roses - Burn to honor the Goddess in all her aspects.

Carnation - A floral scent used for healing in many traditions.

Cherry - Sacred to Venus, use to attract and stimulate love.

Cinnamon -Attracts wealth and success.

Clove - A scent that attracts positive energies to your home.

Coconut - Used for protection and purification in some traditions.

Copal - Sacred to the Mayan and Aztecs among others, suitable for honoring Gods of all types.

Dragon's Blood - Use to attract power and positive energies, use in working with Dragon spirits.

Frangipani - Draws to you and fills your home with friendship and love.

Frankincense - Allows one to draw upon the energy of the sun and create sacred space, to consecrate objects, and to stimulate positive vibrations.

Honeysuckle - Attracts good health, good luck, and stronger psychic power.

Jasmine - Use for luck in general, especially in matters relating to love, a heavy sensual scent that helps connect one with Darker or Demonic spirits and entities, a very sexual scent. Is frequently used in Djinn invocations.

Lavender - Works well for attracting and pleasing Fae Folk, faeries, etc...

Lotus - Draws and stimulates inner peace and outer harmony, use to aid in meditation and to open the psychic third eye.

Musk - Use for attracting courage, vitality, to heighten sexual and sensual passion and love. A great attractant to males especially

Myrrh - An ancient incense long used for offerings to the Gods, for protection, healing, purification and spirituality.

Passionflower - Helps bring peace of mind, this lovely scent soothes troubles and aids in sleep and dream problems.

Patchouli - A traditional, earthy scent long used in money and attraction spells.

Pine - For strength, power and to help reverse negative energies and influences.

Rose - Traditionally used for love magic, to bring calm energies and positivity to the home.

Sandalwood - An old time scent used for healing and protection, for purification and many purposes in general.

Sage - A traditional herb used in banishment and purification, cleansing rituals.

Spice - A fiery powerful scent used for many magic workings-brings passion and excitment.

'Spirit' - A created blend widely available and used in magick to help raise your vibrational energy, attract spirit guides and to honor personal deities.

Strawberry - Useful in love, luck and friendship type spells.

Tangerine/orange - Of the Sun, warm and sensual, used to attract bountiful luck and prosperity of all types.

'Temple' - A widely available custom blend used on the altar during ritual by many Wiccans.

Vanilla - Greatly stimulates and draws sexual and amorous appetites, aids to enhance memory, a great attractant to males, creates and draws positive nurturing energies.

On the new website we will be offering many types of incense, custom blends, pre-spelled for certain results, etc... At times some will be listed on eBay by some of our members. Check it out! Store shelves will be stocked soon! www.anewgoldendawn.com

The Use of Incense in Magick

SERVITOR CONSTRUCT FAMILIAR DEMONS~Also known as Egregores or Elementaries

Earlier today someone asked me about Servitor Constructs so I thought I would write a bit about these very useful 'spirit' tools created by magick and the powerful focused Will of the conjurer. These are created spirit 'beings' with varying levels of intelligence that are made to serve either their creator or one they are passed to. They are sometimes called egregores or elementaries in some fields of magick. A skilled magick worker can create these fabricated 'beings' in any form for virtually any purpose. Usually, and more importantly for safety, a time limit is specified, or the completion of a set task after which the Servitor Familiar is either reabsorbed by the magickan or dissolves back into the Universal energy flow. The creator usually sets them into some object or 'material' as it's often called, many times a crystal, rock, or handmade clay figure.


I myself have used a gambling servitor on a trip to Reno. It was purely a test as I am quickly bored by gambling. I do like Roulette though. That evening I was ON FIRE! My luck was amazing! I actually hit 5 times in a row on my numbers! YES! You read that right-FIVE times in a row! I was playing the same set of numbers and usually odd/black but would switch as the mood hit me. I hit on 33-31-33-33-33 on five successive spins. The croupier was flabbergasted! I think security was checking me out for cheating I drew such a crowd. Of course, the next day, my luck was not so great but easily bored I only lost a bit. I had used up my Servitor in one big blast of gambling luck!

Servitor Constructs are a great way for those who want a bit of Demonic power in their lives without the true Demon. This is a way to have a spirit to work with of a Darker, more Dual energy, but without all the angst some have over 'turning to the Dark Side'. And even better, it's temporary. Limited existence or one use.


There will be an offering of a variety of Servitor Constructs very soon both on eBay and the new website-www.anewgoldendawn.com. One of my co-operative members, TheDarkNecro, offers some for revenge and sex attraction right now on his eBay site. I have a Love attraction servitor listed also. Try one out!

SERVITOR CONSTRUCT FAMILIAR DEMONS~Also known as Egregores or Elementaries

Life Is Linked With Death But Still We Must Carry On

This last week has again made me re-examine my spirituality and beliefs of our purpose here and of our purpose after death. I lost a good friend this week, only 65 but he had lost his joy for life. Another good friend lies in a hospital bed, in a brain damaged coma, teetering on the brink of that precipice to the Great Beyond. Cliff is only 41 and suffered a major aneurysm playing at home with his two small children. His zest for life is great, so much in contrast to dear sad Don. Two close friends, both of whom I care for are in effect, gone.

These last couple of years have brought more than their share of sadness and loss. I always considered myself a blessed and charmed person, never really experiencing great loss. My beloved Grandmother Ora had gone, but her time to pass was here and she had great work to accomplish on the Other Side. And she is still here for me, my Spirit Guide in all things.

These last years though have been hard, my mother who was my best friend died after a medical test went horribly wrong. I told myself it would be fine, FELT it with my whole being, but NO--this time my charmed life failed me. Two months later, still reeling and in a stupor from my mothers untimely passing, (on her birthday to make matters worse!) my husband passed away from a rare type of brain tumor. Again, I had felt like he was going to be fine, but just after the Doctor pronounced him doing very good, two seizures hit and he didn't make it.
My mother was a fighter, like my friend Cliff, with a remarkable grace and love of life and nature and a deep spirituality.

My husband, more like my just lost friend Don, sad and tired and not able to see the joy in just BEING! My husband felt his pain was the result of Karma, something he wholly embraced. He felt that the bad we do ALWAYS comes back to us in a many fold way. My husband was ex-military, not just a soldier but a member of a Black-OP's Special Forces unit that did VERY bad things. He wallowed in his guilt, bore it like a mantle of painful and weighty shame. His very existence was so inexorably intertwined with his belief that he could never repay his Karmic debt. Torture, assassination, dead babies and burned villages were his every night dreams and his waking nightmares. He saw spirits and ghosts, my husband, shades of those he felt he had wronged, had killed. In his visions they lined the roads, reaching out to him with grasping hands, their horrible blank eyed faces twisted into silent screams with great gaping maws of silent rage.

On our last trip to a cabin by a lake my family visited, he was afraid to leave the deck, seeing these same ghostly spirits rising up from the water, waiting to pull him down to his eternal punishment. Some might say it was the tumor causing these visions of his, and, perhaps, it did worsen them. BUT, you see, I see spirits too, and hear them, as did my Gram and many others I know. My spirit world is not frightening or evil but one where these incredible beings interact with and protect me. They are guides and messengers, protectors and providers, teachers and wisdom givers. True they could not spare me the pain of loss but they in some way lessen it. Has this shaken my belief that powerful spirits can aid and protect us? Not at all. I just realize that death MUST be an integral part of the Universal Cycle. That just as the energy of servitors must re-enter the Universal flow, so too must our energy. My hope is that in the place they dwell now, that the souls of my friend Don and that of my husband have found peace and grace and whatever measure of self foregiveness or solace they sought.

I talk to those I meet through my offerings all the time and one question that many new to magick and metaphysics always ask, is how will this energetic benefit me? I try to answer honestly without incredible claims. To tell them that it is an amazing thing to have these companion spirits on your side, at your side. They add so much to our lives in so many ways, both subtle and tangible. My life as I have said has been 'charmed' by my closeness with these spirits. True they could not spare me the pain of loss, but they have given me many opportunities to advance myself and my situation. These spirits ignite our innate powers of attraction into a nuclear fire that draws positive to us. Still, I must recognize what is offered and act upon it. It's not a manner of just having riches handed to oneself, it's an active collaboration of give and take and working towards a desired goal.

Life Is Linked With Death But Still We Must Carry On